blackjack!

so here i am on the brink of adulthood.
i don't feel it. i feel 18, 19... 16, sometimes.
it warrants a big celebration, i know, but i feel rather subdued.
the forces that be would like a repeat of my shaolin soccer episode, but i want it to be memorable in a different way. different how exactly, i don't know though.
and it's good friday!
at least i feel better, despite the green muck coming out of my nose (sorry) and annoying cough (that i now have drowsy cough suppressants for!).
but yeah, i think it matters more to me who i spend it with than what i actually do. =)
it's gonna be an interesting day.

goodbye childhood! i promise to continue to regress frequently.

"this is how it works
you're young until you're not
you love until you don't
you laugh until you cry
you cry until you laugh
and everyone must breathe
until their dying breath."

- on the radio, regina spektor