cable car.

so in hindsight, i probably shouldn't have reacted the way i did. well, i guess that wasn't really within my control - what i mean to say is i shouldn't have acted on my reaction the way i did. i shouldn't have allowed myself to get sucked into it.

was it really that big a deal? not at all. what have i accomplished? not much. just that i can now do unto you what you did unto me without worrying about the repercussions as much as i would have had you not "done unto me" in the first place. did i inadvertently fan flames i cannot guarantee fuel for? maybe. did i then quench the spark necessarily, unceremoniously and abruptly? probably.

should i care? of course i should. how can i not?

how much should i care? now that's the question, isn't it?

you didn't think.

okay.

"take time to realize
that your warmth is crashing down on in
take time to realize
that i am on your side
didn't i, didn't i tell you?"

- realize, colbie caillat.