mei you yu xia ye hao.

i'm having another one of those phases where it feels like there is a lot going on inside my head, but when i take a closer look there isn't really all that much.

i think i'm just recovering from the madness that was last month, and getting used to the madness that is india. i'm just too tired for now to enjoy the whole process of discovering a new place, meeting new people, starting new projects etc., especially with the heat, the smells, the foreign language, and the squatting toilets. at least i have mangoes.

and the sense of accomplishment. though for some reason i'm not as happy as i thought i'd be... maybe it hasn't had a chance to sink in yet.

i want to watch the world cup! especially now that they've moved beyond the group stages!

and... i want to go home!

and it's the 28th of june.

and i wish i could go for a walk right now.

and i want to go to the beach.

and i want to walk around in shorts.

but i also wanted to be in india.