i'm glad the weekend's here. it's been one hectic week, and a tough one at that. feels like i've just been working and working and working and for the first time since i got here i asked myself if all this work was worth it.
i'm also wondering if i'm doing something wrong... why AM i always working? why don't i have things under better control, and why am i not able to make time for other, as important if not more important things? is it because of my subject combination? is it because i'm not planning things out properly? is it because i'm putting too much effort into it? would anyone else in the same situation i'm in be doing as much work as i am, for as much time as i'm doing it?
i'd really like to know the answer to that last question especially, because it's easy for people to judge and say i really don't have that much to do, at least no more than anyone else has and so there isn't any reason why i only have time for work. for them to feel superior for getting all their work done faster and having time for other things.
because i really feel as if i'm doing everything i can... i'm working as fast and as hard as i can.
yeah, so am i doing something wrong? if so, what?
i wanna know, and i wanna know now.
actually, i need to know, and i need to know now.
"if i were you
holding the world right in my hands
the first thing i'd do
is thank the stars above
for the world i love
take a breath and enjoy the view
live the life that i wanna do
if i were you."
-if i were you, hoobastank.
Friday 26 October 2007
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Hang in there babe. It's just tough times, I guess. And don't worry too much on how you're handling your work and all. You've been doing it the same since last time, and it's obviously paid off - seeing where you are in life now. So yeah, it's all good. Chill yo. I'm still here, I ain't going anywhere. Love ya! =)
No one cares. I hope you don't wake up from the couch that you are sleeping on 15 feet away from me right now.
But seriously...it was a lot of fun hanging out with you today and talking and stuff.
If Mr. and Mrs. Pushparatnam are reading this right now, please know that your daughter is in safe hands and will come to no harm in the great country of the United States of America!
Sean Jin
E-3, United States Navy
Even though I may not be a Mr. or Mrs. Pushparatnam, you better make sure she's in good hands. I know who you are now, *evil laugh*.
i wanted to be anonymous here!!! now i can't say waht i wanna say and how i wanna say it.
i was gonna put my name as mr. pushparatnam btw lol ah well. it sounds like ur not CHILLIN enuf. just ask dav. he also doesn't know how to CHILL enuf. ur in the USA for christs sakes!!!
Utopia for Sex and Alcohol!!!
i just made that up btw. so i PATENT it.
maths exam in 5 hours. peace yo.
,\m/
I know we pick on you for being such a nerd, but I think I can speak for sean and myself when I say we're happy you're doing well, even if you don't have time to do other things because you're a slow worker. Ask yourself: would you be happier with quicker yet poorer performance? And I know, you just wish you could be a quick efficient worker, but sometimes, we can't have our cake and eat it too. If it's any comfort, your workload sounds extremely difficult, and you're justified in spending all that time working.
Just make sure you make time for ISA (joke!).
thank you melly baby!
you don't know how good it is to FINALLY get some tlc and support... yeah don't go anywhere. love ya too! my mummy and daddy are glad they have someone to help them beat sean and bryan up if anything were to happen to me. =P
sean: haha i did wake up, and i had fun tooo! my parents got the message.
,\m/: i had a pretty chillin weekend, i think. most of my weekends are... dav and i have that in common i guess, so we can be kiasu together, tho he is less so than i am. sometimes. all the best in for your papers!
bryan: i need to run off to work so i'll reply your comment in a few hours!
bryan: kay i'm back! see that's just it, i don't think i'm working inefficiently... if i thought i was i'd change the way i did things. but i guess i'll take quality over a rushed job... why'd i wanna make time for isa? with you as the pr officer... =P
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