random.

see so fast di i lazy to post. not like there hasn't been anything going on in my life.

i cut my hair! it's not drastically shorter, but it's definitely shorter than i've had it in a long time. and i have a fringe! kinda. some people said it just looks like a shorter version of my old hairstyle, but i don't think so. it's a bigger change than that okay. or maybe i'm just trying to justify the anxiety i felt before cutting my hair. hehe.

my grandmother was almost scammed into giving out her bank account number... idiots. they called her saying that someone has forged her mykad and now she has to appear in court cos she has been found to be involved in money laundering and loan sharks but they "know it wasn't her", and they "want to help her", so she should give them her full name, ic number and bank account number so they'd be able to "check" to see if any money was actually gone. or something like that la. she only gave them her full name and account number... but apparently that's dangerous enough cos they can forge a mykad and use it to get her account number at the bank! as if that wasn't bad enough they said not to call anyone cos they might need to call her back so she should keep her landline free... so my poor grandmother had to panic all alone the whole day (she stays by herself now my grandfather's gone) until my aunty went to see her in the evening. and now she doesn't want anymore bank accounts and wants her phone line terminated cos "they" have her number - she's that traumatized. like i said, idiots.

another thing i've noticed about blogging, or rather about me blogging. when i put up posts, it's nice to get a response - it makes me feel as if there're people listening, and like i'm not just monolouguing alone aka talking to myself. but on the other hand i can't possibly expect a response from everyone who reads my blog on everything that i post... and sometimes i'm not sure i want a response. so... yeah. i don't actually have a conclusion to this.

"imagine there's no heaven
it's easy if you try
no hell below us
above us only sky
imagine all the people
living for today"

is that necessarily a good thing?

"imagine there's no countries
it isn't hard to do
nothing to kill or die for
and no religion too
imagine all the people
living life in peace"

would life be worth living with nothing to kill or die for?
and would people really live life in peace with no religion and no countries?

- imagine, john lennon.