oo i feel all warm and gooey inside now.
i love you guys back home, really.
all of you.
loads and loads and loads. =)
Monday, 17 September 2007
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"the greatest hazard of all, losing the self, can occur very quietly in the world, as if it were nothing at all. no other loss can occur so quietly; any other loss - an arm, a leg, five dollars, a wife, etc. - is sure to be noticed.
thus possibility seems greater and greater to the self; more and more it becomes possible because nothing becomes actual. eventually everything seems possible, but this is exactly the point at which the abyss swallows up the self. it takes time for each little possibility to become an actuality. eventually, however, the time that should be used for actuality grows shorter and shorter; everything becomes more and more momentary. possibility becomes more and more intensive - but in the sense of possibility, not in the sense of actuality, for the intensive in the sense of actuality means to actualize some of what is possible. the instant something appears to be possible, a new possibility appears, and finally these phantasmagoria follow one another in such rapid succession that it seems as if everything were possible, and this is exactly the final moment, the point at which the individual himself becomes a mirage."
- the sickness unto death, soren kierkegaard
thus possibility seems greater and greater to the self; more and more it becomes possible because nothing becomes actual. eventually everything seems possible, but this is exactly the point at which the abyss swallows up the self. it takes time for each little possibility to become an actuality. eventually, however, the time that should be used for actuality grows shorter and shorter; everything becomes more and more momentary. possibility becomes more and more intensive - but in the sense of possibility, not in the sense of actuality, for the intensive in the sense of actuality means to actualize some of what is possible. the instant something appears to be possible, a new possibility appears, and finally these phantasmagoria follow one another in such rapid succession that it seems as if everything were possible, and this is exactly the final moment, the point at which the individual himself becomes a mirage."
- the sickness unto death, soren kierkegaard
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- heh.
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- and so we meet.
- oh no!
- awesome.
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- good thing?
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- more alice.
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- i have skype!
- naivete?
- pictures yo!
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- like a roasted marshmallow.
- better day.
- blah.
- of ships and shoes and sealing-wax...
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5 comments:
You just made me hungry. Why'd you always have to make me hungwee?! I miss you like a roasted marshmallow! =) Sayangss!
bah. miss you lah. never really thought i would to this extent.. *shudders*..
on your last post, i could just imagine you nodding off at the back of the bus :D
and ripe peaches are usually a darker shade of orange, and they're squeezy. the skin's not really taut. how do i know? i used to take, or steal (depends on how you look at it) a peach or an apricot every week from the market in Melbourne :D
wow, you meet all kinds of people in parks :D actually it's a great place to meet people :)
and speaking of roasted marshmallows.. they taste absolutely divine dunk in hot chocolate on a cold winter's night *wink*
take care, delifrance :)
wait wait, there are many kinds of peaches, not only yellow or orange ones :)
Delle...
If only I'm there with you.
The worse thing is, I "should" have been there with you by now.
*hugs Delle~*
Just want to let you know if you ever do feel a sense of melancholia rushing in... I would always be here to listen, as you talk your heart out.
Gosh... I MISS YOU! Get Skype soon! So we can talk, talk, talk! =>
This is my Skype username: jeanee186.
By the way, I'm still not sure whether if I'm going to Oregon or not. I might be going someplace else like State Uni of New York, or Uni of Georgia. All in the application process now. Guess I would only be sure in November.
Bah. It's so nerve-wracking.
People would be asking me, "Oh, which part of US would you be going for your studies?"..and I always have to go "Er, I already got accepted at Uni of Oregon, BUT I'm trying out other uni's as well." I get a tinge of sadness everytime I say that, because I would always think of you at the mention of those words. Mannnn... If only things could be simpler... I would be in Oregon with you now! Then we could've accompanied each other as we adjusted to living in a new country and a new culture altogether! But I believe in you, Delle... You are strong, and you will survive. God would be taking care of you. =)
On the other hand... you got a MAC??? Why larrr??? Adelle! Of course you should've gotten a Dell! Then people can get a kick out of it by saying, "Adelle's got a Dell!" or something like that along those lines... *blek*
Anyway, you take care alright?
Upload more pictures on your blog!
I wanna see how Yayoi looks like!
I wanna see how your room looks like! I wanna see how Oregon looks like through the lens of your camera! Hahaha... Maybe I'd be so overwhelmed by your pictures, I'd then decide on Oregon itself! LOL.
So, yupe... Get Skype soon~ I'm looking forward to talk to you!
Miss you, miss you, miss you...
Love & God bless,
Jean.
mel mel: you can't miss someone like a roasted marshmallow! but i sayang you too! and i'm stuffed. and sleepy.
maggie mee: i miss you too! haha yeah i was most definitely nodding off.. naughty naught stealing peaches! tsk tsk. but thanks for the advice.. i'm waiting for the two peaches i have now to get squeezy so i can eat em! they're white flesh peaches or something, and apparently they're supposed to have a creamy or golden undertone lol.
the reason why there were so many people at the park was cos it was an organized picnic, but yeah it was a great way to get to know people. i'll keep the hot chocolate in mind =) sounds yummy! how's the sem going? you take care too!
jean ee: heya! how've you been? thanks for the offer... and yeah you could be here with me right now! but no worries, maybe you'll be here in january =) let me know how it goes! i haven't had time to get skype yet.. there's been so much going on! but i definitely will soon. haha i was tempted to get a dell but i didn't in the end.. anyway i don't know people here well enough to be lame with them so it wouldn't have been as much fun =P
pictures coming! no time! soon! til then... you take care too, and God bless! good luck with the rest of sem!
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